another try

I thought I might start writing on my blog again even if no one reads it. It seems to help me: Here are some comments from my first post:

Great idea to create a blog. We are praying for you and like to receive updates.
September 1, 2009 6:35 AM

Angela said...
Testing to see if I can comment now. This is an excellent idea! Hope you're having a good morning. A.
September 1, 2009 6:46 AM

liz.mchugh said...
I'm so glad you started a blog, Dawn. I hope this will be a good outlet for you, and for us as your friends. At least for me, I am really interested in keeping up with what's going on.


All these comments are true. I do still need an outlet. I was on such a high after my last post after seeing the doctor with his good news. And I stayed that way for a while - but what was not expected was you begin your life again, it is not your life anymore. I will now forever be saddled with medications and appointments. Don't get me wrong: I am glad I am alive. I just did not know the adjustment was going to be so difficult.

Here is a quote I read that I have posted on my vanity: "The beginning of anxiety is the end of faith and the beginning of true faith is the end of anxiety." I am doing my best to have true faith.