apologies

I promised to be posting items soon after I wrote that initial post - but time got away from me. I am truly blessed with all of my friends and family. Thank you! Many people have come by and and it has really helped me with my spirits.
Anytime I think of negative things I know it is the devil. I need to concentrate on God and His miraculous ways and not what that sinister Devil and his negativity.
Matthew 8:2,3 :It is God's will for you to be healed!
From Life Application Bible Matt 8:2,3 ""Look! A leper is approaching. He kneels before him, worshipping. "Sir," the leper pleads, "if you want to, you can heal me." Jesus touches the man. "I want to," he says. "Be healed." And instantly the leprosy dissapears. (My notes from a sermon by Dr. Young: 1) the leper was humble - I need to be humble and let God do His work. 2) the leper admitted his need - I am no longer cautious about asking for help and trying to go it alone - It is HIM that will provise the miracle not any kind of "works" on my part - 3) the leper recognized God's authority - Oh, how I do! This will only happen through Him and alone!!!)
NOTES FROM LIFE APPLICATION BIBLE: "We must realize our inability to cure ourselves and ask for Christ's saving help."
from Dodie Osteen's book Healed of Cancer: "It is not God who made you sick, it's the devil."

My sister-in-law, Jess Trozzo, brought me a great CD yesterday of praise music that I am listening to this morning while waiting on my procedure. Love it! I would love it if you would share any inspirational songs with me. It does not have to be Christian music - just give me inspiration. The past month I have been listening alot to the song by Miley Cyrus called "The Climb." How significant: I am going to climb this mountain and stand at the top and scream about God's love (and then I will go get a stone massage.)